heavensmile

oh well...since boredom is the main issue here and there is no way for us to access meebo and other im sites...i just searched for another blogsite where i can post all of my frustrations...(hahah..i forgot..my blog site titile is so positive...ehehe)..aside from it of course all of my adventures...happy moments, and everything that will get into my mind..

i dont know why im so lonely today...such a lousy day for me...nuisance is the word of the day..i think...guess its because i have my period today..yah know what i mean right?...what made my day so lonely..let me pause for a while...track it back girl...ayt..here's what i did the whole day...after our shift which is 7am...we went downstairs and took some pictures...oooh la la..how i love kodakan moment..heheh..so bad my i lost my camera phone last year and until now i wasnt able to buy a new camera phone or a digicam..waaaaaaaah...hey mind set!...its not your priority ruby...right!!!..back to the story...after the never ending(charing) pictorials, me, hannah, swit, and jasper waited for our atm cards to be released since it will be our payday today...wohooo...we waited for 2 hours!!..good grief...they told us that banco de oro will be open at 9am..and so we waited like hell...finally its 9am...we waited for 5 more minutes before going there coz jas thought that it will not be open on time...and so...we went there and gues what...they opened up at 8:30 am...WTF!...arrgh...its jsut that we're all so sleepy and tired..sigh...well, atleast we were able to get our atm cards...smile na lng....

after that, as usual..i rode a jip(again..traffic at buendia)..then mrt...the jip again...nad another jip...i went to the com shop first to check my friendster..just got one comment from cha cha..check my multipy...same old stuffs...and went home...i'm so hungry na and good thing...sinigang na baboy ang ulam!!!...yummy!!!...i ate two cups of rice..whew...bloated itech!!!!...oh i forgot..my friend text me...rhea...and i think she's really upset..she's needing a company..guess she wanted to blurt out her emotions...hey..i think i have the idea of what had happened to her...lovelife!!!..hahah....nino is right...LOVE IS NOT TRUE!!!....i wanted to reply but i didnt have a load...i went to the com shop again to have a load but it didnt arrive..sheeesh..20 pesos was waisted...huhuh...im hoping that she's okay...i remember the time when i was so down and i text all of my friends but nobody replied...ouch...it hurts..heheh...

after all of those shits...i was able to sleep for 8 hours....my mom woke me up around 7pm but i'm still drowsy...she was yelling at me that made me feel more irritated..sorry ma!..

i got out from our house at around 9:30pm..took a bus...then jip...had a yosi break...sigh..feels so empty....dont know whats with me...i just want a break...! though i arrived early at my office, i logged in late on our system..yikes...now im here in our training room, i found a blog site that is not being blocked..great!!!...i'm thankful that my wavemates are kalog and crazy..like me that makes me feel a little better...

so...why am i lonely today...? well, i'm not really surprised why i am feeling this way...we all have a day or days when we feel so incomplete and unhappy..guess this is one of those days...as what bob marley said..."don't worry about a thing, every little thing is gonna be alright".......BE HAPPY!!!